SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA

31 OGOS ADALAH HARI MERDEK....THE SAME MONTH I CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY..........SO PROUD OF IT

MY BIRTHDAY AND MY BELOVED FREN BIRTHDAY

Birthdays And An Anniversary

Ogos is another special month in my life. It’s so special that I know I will not forget the special events that fall on this date.First, my birthday......im getting older but still looks younger than my age...heheh.....Second is my "Pertemuan" wif a fren of mine....

I pray that every footstep i leave will bring me closer to happiness and success. I also pray that my life will always be blessed and showered with love and joy.

the most unforgetable moments.....this year's birthday has been held by my student...the preparation made without my knolwdge..all are surprise....tq very much to my student....what hv all done..i really appreciate it.....

to my stiudent i wish u all the best n good luck....

It’s 4:15a.m. in the morning. All of sudden my eyes were wide open and I could not sleep anymore. So I woke up and walked to the window. The sky outside was still dark. Taking a peek at the open sky, I saw nothing but emptiness. Where did the moon go? Where did the stars hide? I could not find them. Nothing to light up but the streetlights. I heard the sound of the blowing wind. After awhile, there was just stillness. Quiet and cold. But it was not long as the crickets started to sing to break the silence.I stood still by the window. Lost in the transition of moments between oblivion and consciousness. Between dreams and reality. It was the alarm clock bringing me back to the real world. It’s already 5.00a.m. That’s the time I was supposed to wake up for subuh. I walked to the shower and cleansed myself. A cold morning shower made every part of my body alert and fresh and also quivering. I took my towel to dry myself. Then, I took an ablution just before I went out from the shower room.Minutes later, after putting on a shirt and pants, I performed my morning prayer. All of sudden I felt myself so weak and helpless before Him. Just after my morning prayer, I sat on the prayer mat while praying to Him. Lately, I really felt like I was so far away from Him. I didn’t know why (which actually i know). I just felt so. After divulging about myself, I also prayed for my parents and my family. I also prayed for my late grandfathers and my late grandma. I also prayed for those people who helped me especially those who helpd me when i was in secondary school, Universiti Malaya, sarawak and those around me at the moment. I also prayed for my loved ones – whoever and wherever they are.

Soon after that, I just got myself ready to leave the house. I prayed to God to bring me out of this darkest moment and show me light beyond the rain just simply like before or better than that. And I strongly believe that fine day will soon come my way. Insya’allah… it will soon come… Amin.....

Demam..tanda Allah sayangkan kita

lately....Aku selalunya demam...tp wpun demam hidup akan tetap diteruskan...kena bagi ceramah at a hotel here...so kena gagahi jugak la..its really tough..kepala aku berdenyut semacam je..dh lama aku tak sakit kepala mcm ni....tak bleh sentuh kepala aku...sentuh je berdrau sakit. Tak larat sangat..aku mintak adik aku hantarkan ubat kat hotel tempat aku bg ceramah....