I can’t imagine living my life without my mother – someone whom I am so attached to ever since I was born. I can’t imagine having to go through my days without her around. She has always been there for me. The fact that I have only one mother in my life makes me feel even closer to her. No matter how distance keeps us apart, no barrier can stop me from keeping in touch with my mom. I would always call her to find out about her wellbeing. Sometimes, even there was nothing to talk about, I would still call her just to listen to her voice. That way, I could assure myself that my mom is doing well.I know life is, sometimes, being hard on everyone of us. But I am trying my best just to try to make my mom happy. No, I’m not trying to portray myself as a good son and I have never claimed that I am. Knowing myself well, I don’t think I am a good son like some of you out there. But that does not stop me from trying to be one. At the very least, I’m trying.My mom, to me, is everything. Though I hardly confess that to her - how much I love her and how much I miss her at times, it does not mean I belittle her presence in my life. In fact, in many things that happen in my life, I always want to make sure that she would be the first one to know. I always want to make her feel special. However, not all things I would want her to be the first. If something bad happens, I would try my best not to let her know about it as I am sure she would be worry. And I don’t want to make her feel sad and worry because of me. Nevertheless, there were a few occasions before that she got utterly poignant because of my doings, and also because of something bad happened to me. It really made me feel full of guilt inside. I could not bear seeing her tears trickle to the ground for any reasons.I know my mom has sacrificed a lot for me. A lot that I found it’s hard to mention in here. Right from the very first day I was in her womb to the first day I was born and till now, I owe her my life. There’s nothing can measure her love. And there’s nothing can pay her back for all those things she did and went through for me. And therefore, I always pray to Allah for her. I know only Allah can repay her back.As special as my mom is to me, I believe you also feel the same way about your mom. As much as I love my mom, I do hope you love your mom as much, if not more.
To my mom – I love you for the rest of my life. Thank you for your love. It has indeed been a food to my soul. May Allah bless you.....Orang tahu kesedihan yang mak alami sekarang ni...semoga mak dapat besabar...
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